This morning has been a sad one for me. I can't exactly explain why. I think it's just one of my down days, ya know. I hate feeling this way. I've always been such a happy, positive person. I'm missing Matt a lot, which always makes for a tough day. I think it's because of what day it is today. We got engaged 3 years ago tonight. And 4 years ago we had our first date. It's sad to me how much life can change in that short of a time. I've been thinking too much all morning, something I definitely should not be doing. I can't concentrated, I don't want to be here. I'd rather be asleep in bed so I wouldn't have to be conscious. Of course chances are I wouldn't still be asleep since I slept crappy all night anyway. I feel like such an impatient, cranky teacher today. I know I shouldn't yell at my cute kiddos, it's not their fault I'm sad today. Poor kids, maybe I should've stayed home for their sake.
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I'm sorry you are having such a hard time girl. Can I come visit you soon? Keep your chin up- (you have a pretty one!)
Thanks Jules. I would love to have you visit. It gets lonely sometimes.
Ah, Mel!! Hang in there. I know it's a stupid thing to say but time will make things easier. I wish I could do something to help. I'll keep you in my prayers.
I'm sorry. If I can do anything for you let me know. I'm keeping you in my prayers!
Sorry Mel, what a hard thing to go through. We are all thinking of you.
aw. i'm sorry. this has to be super tough. hand in there!
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