My Days

I don't know what it is with me lately. I seem to have a lot more of the "down" days recently. Maybe it's because my divorce is almost final, maybe it's because I hate change, maybe it's because things don't seem to be going my way, or maybe it's just because and there is no specific reason.

Some days I just have a bad day and am very emotional and sensitive and just don't really want to have to deal with people. It seems random things can trigger bad days as well.

Sometimes I feel trapped and unsure what to do or what to feel. I don't always know what will make me happy anymore. It's almost as if I've forgotten myself at times. I was so caught up for so long with "fixing" and worrying about everyone and everything else I sorta lost myself in the process. Maybe it's about time I started taking care and thinking of me first. Whether that means I have those heartrending, aching days or just days to find out small things that will make me happy again.

Not sure what it is about this song, but every time I hear it, it touches me and usually makes me cry. I don't know if it's a good thing or not that I can relate to it somewhat, but here ya go anyway.

Theater People

Have I ever mentioned how people just annoy me? Seriously, I don't know if it's just my attitude, or what, but people get on my nerves and I get quite pissy at times. The other night I went with my parents to see Hancock. We really enjoyed it. I was unsure at first since I hadn't heard much about it, but I would definitely see it again. I really like Will Smith.

Once the movie started this couple sitting behind me immediately started being annoying. They were Asian, probably in their 40's or 50's, and this stupid lady couldn't shut up talking to her husband. Not just whispering, but full out talking. I turned around a few times to glare and give her a hint, but I just don't think she got it. I started adding "Shhhh" or "Shut up" to my glares, which also didn't sink in. Other people around me were also getting quite annoyed. Then she would kick my seat or stick her foot on it or something. Moron!

After the movie, during the credits we started to leave, but it had another little scene. Most people were sitting back in their seats, I decided to stand, directly in front of this lady (I know I was directly in front of her cause I turned around a few times to make sure she couldn't see) Ha! See how do you like that you little beeotch!

I've Been Tagged

I've kinda fallen off the face of the earth the past few weeks since school ended. I'm trying to catch up on everyone's blog, and haven't got around to posting much on mine. Brekke tagged me with this a while ago so I'm finally getting around to it today. Here are pictures from my townhouse.
Here's one of my bathrooms. I have 2, but the other one, my master bedroom one, is more complicated to take a picture of with the glare of the sun and the layout and whatnot.
This is my walk-in closet that I love love love so much! It's fabulous that I can finally see what clothes and pants I do have to wear each day.
And yes, those are ALL of my shoes. My brother-in-law laughed at me and said if my shoes didn't fit on all of those shelves I definitely had some issues. So see Greg, they do all fit and none are on the floor. Haha!
This is my super awesome new washer and dryer. Can I just say how much I love them! And see, I didn't clean up before I took the picture, the drawer thing on my washer is still open from doing a wash earlier.


Here is my new fridge (not that I wanted to buy one if you remember, but since the other one died I didn't have much of a choice).

The inside of my fridge is somewhat scary to me. It doesn't have a lot of tasty choices to choose from, unless you want a frozen meal. It's all about quick and easy at times right? But do you notice my two apples, I can be healthy when I chose to be.
This is my kitchen sink, obviously. It was sorta difficult to find an angle where the sun wouldn't wash it all out.

This was fun to do. And I didn't do any cheating by cleaning up beforehand, I swear! I tag Liz, Jori, Jan, and whoever else wants to do it.

Memories

Here is a fun little game...Leave a comment on my blog of a memory that you and I have had together. It doesn't matter if you've known me for a short time, or a long time, anything you remember! Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you. If you leave a memory about me, I'll assume you're playing the game and I'll come to your blog and leave one about you.