I don't know what it is with me lately. I seem to have a lot more of the "down" days recently. Maybe it's because my divorce is almost final, maybe it's because I hate change, maybe it's because things don't seem to be going my way, or maybe it's just because and there is no specific reason.
Some days I just have a bad day and am very emotional and sensitive and just don't really want to have to deal with people. It seems random things can trigger bad days as well.
Sometimes I feel trapped and unsure what to do or what to feel. I don't always know what will make me happy anymore. It's almost as if I've forgotten myself at times. I was so caught up for so long with "fixing" and worrying about everyone and everything else I sorta lost myself in the process. Maybe it's about time I started taking care and thinking of me first. Whether that means I have those heartrending, aching days or just days to find out small things that will make me happy again.
Not sure what it is about this song, but every time I hear it, it touches me and usually makes me cry. I don't know if it's a good thing or not that I can relate to it somewhat, but here ya go anyway.
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(((hugs))) to you Mel!
Oh man I am sorry.... I think some songs do touch our hearts and I think it is good for you to be emotional about it sometimes because you are letting it out and not keeping it in. If there is anything I can do please let me know.. If you need to call someone always know I will talk to you and listen. Love you lots! Hope you have a better day....
That's hard. I think everyone goes through rough patches with everything in life. It will pass. Take care of yourself and everything will work out for the best! PS-I like this song too, and I like your pink and brown background:)
Love and hugs coming your way, Mel. Hopefully this too shall pass - quickly!
I'm sorry your so down. Life definitely sucks sometimes. I am thinking about cross stitching that on a pillow- what do you think? But hey- your blog looks absolutely adorable though!
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