It's finally happening. Matt and I are going to file for divorce. Wow, it seems so weird to say those words. I guess I always knew it was going to happen, but it's the reality of it that's killing me. I didn't sleep much last night, and had the hardest time getting up and out of bed this morning. I'm hoping I can pass off my tear stained, swollen eyed, red nosed face as allergies or a cold. It's that season, right? In some ways it's nice that I'm back on track again, in that being at school is keeping my mind occupied, I just hope I can make it through the day without too many breakdowns. I'm trying to take things a day at a time, just surviving, ya know. If I think about too much it becomes too overwhelming and I have my meltdown.
Thanks to my wonderful mom and dad for coming to visit me last night, and for my dad's spending the night in my spare bed. I don't know what I'd do without the support of my fabulous family and great friends that care so much. If I could just figure out a way to fast forward my life a few million months past right now I'd feel a lot better I'm sure.
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Ah, Mel, I'm so sorry. I can't say I relate because I've never experienced it - -but I think I can imagine how difficult this must be for you. Hang in there. Hold onto your family -- we'll keep you in our prayers. Hugs coming your way!
I am so sorry Mel... I am 1000% here for you. I am so sad you have to go through that. If you need me I am here for you. Good Luck!
oh mel! i'm sorry. hopefully it won't be too long before you're out the other side of this trial, thinking about how you're better for it...you're in my prayers!
I am so sorry! I'm praying for you! Things will turn out alright!
I'm sorry you have to go through this. I'm always here if you need a friend to talk to.
So sorry to hear that. Everything happens for a reason,and I'm sure there is something better in store for you! I'm so glad your fam is near by!
Mel, I am so sorry you have to go through this, but I am amazed by your strength and how brave you are. Please take extra special care of yourself right now. You are in my thoughts woman...
I'm sorry to hear about your sad news. Hang in there. You'll be in my prayers.
i am reading through your blog. I am SO sorry to hear about you and your husband. I know this was months ago but I am sure it is still so hard for you.
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